well it has been a while since i have been on the board. I am afraid to hop on the scale as i haven't been really bad but just bad enough to feel that i may have gained more than i care to think about or admit to.
Since I have been working in the morning shift for one of our transit trains, i am coming home when people are going to work. I am not eating my breakfast when i get up at 3:00 am but instead of waiting to get home. Mom asks me to pick up McDonalds for her and of coures what ever i want.
I adore their breakfast burritos so i pick them up. but having them 5 days in a row makes me feel horrible and bad. now mind you during the day, i do continue with my diet, of salad, chicken etc but i truly feel like i have gained about 20 lbs back and believe me i would absoluetly cry if that is the case.
People are noticing the weight loss on me. they are stopping me and saying how fab i look, even though i still have a long way to go.
I have been busy going to venues with my friends for their wedding. I am doing their wedding but not working it the day of. I have also been going on interviews, and a second interview with another firm. so i feel that everything has gotten to me and i just feel hungry all the time. I admit to having a few more slices of bread, ancient grain at night to help me get to sleep.
now this week the stress is going to be on and the food less in my stomach. i work double shift so in the morning then having to go back in the evening rush hour. so the time i leave is 3 pm to get to work in the evening so my dinner is going to be out the window. so i will have brekkie and lunch and that is it because i won't get home until after 9 pm from there.
but it is worth it in the long run. money is always a good thing to keep your spirits high. we are also going for walks every day in the park ok, so far two days but during the morning rush hour, i am walking the platform and to and from the parking lot so i am walking.
hope everyone else is doing much better than i am right now...i will get back on track...i see a contract in my future and a gym attached to the building...