I ordered the book yesterday and decided that I have to do this for me. I asked my boyfriend and mother to support me on this and I know my mother will. My boyfriend said what does it involve...I nearly broke down crying. This is hard for me to admit that I have to lose weight. I have been on every conceivable diet made and known to man.
My boyfriend doesn't have a weight problem but in the end he will support me. I am embarrassed to meet new couples who want to hire me as their wedding planner. I am out of breath at the wedding doing the stuff that needs to be done. I am tired of looking frumpy in the clothes i have. I want to be able to wear a nice pant suit for the couples i am hired to do their wedding for and be able to move around with ease.
I want to be able to walk in the park with my boyfriend without people staring at me lumbering along the path and making fun of me. Our intention was to go for walks every day but i felt uncomfortable. my big calves are disgusting and i hide under long skirts. I can't get a pair of boots to fit properly. struggling to get into pantyhose and socks is the last rope.
I start a new me and a new thinking. I have to...