I guess I'm here because I identify with a lot of the show topics. I've written in several times to the "Be On Our Show" thingy and never was picked... I wonder why...:) My main problem is that I need to lose a LOT of weight. TONS. My weight rules my life. food ruins me. I've had Anorexia Nervosa in the past to the point where I was 64 lbs (I'm 5'4") at 27 yrs old. I almost died. At that point I was checked into the Center for Change in Utah, where I stayed for over a year and gained 100 lbs. I think that was overkill on their part. I'm 31 now and just keep yo-yoing. I'd like to lose 50 lbs. I NEED to lose 50 lbs. I'm so sick of me.