My name is Michelle,40yrs old, a wife for 21yrs & mother of 2 teens. I was first diagnosed with cancer (on our Wedding Anniversary) in 2005. It has been such an incredibly difficult battle not just for me, but for my family! The cancer has decided to become VERY aggressive & is spreading to my bones & major organs faster than the Dr's can contain it. Is there anyone out there going thru the same thing? Sometimes I feel so alone because I'm the only one who can physically fight this. My husband & kids have been a constant source of support...but no matter how hard they try, they aren't able to grasp everything I'm having to go thru,not just the physical issues but also the wide array of intense emotions that goes hand-n-hand with this battle... that's why I'm reaching out here. I've been on "devils poision", Tacatere,Gemzar, & now Xeloda. What treatment did you try that worked for you? Any ideas or suggestions will be greatly appreciated! My time is running out...can anyone out there help? Thank you!