Thomas, you are such a kind hearted man! You light my heart with your warm words. I am so glad God brought you to this site. He knew we needed you. God is so wonderful! YOU are so wonderful! I have been feeling cold (not from the weather, but from an emotional point) and I just didn't have enough in me to write yesterday when I logged on. I read the comments on my profile and it made me want to give you and the others hugs and kisses, but I just didn't have the strength to write. I hope you understand. I am going through weird changes and moods. One minute I am strong and the next minute too fragile to move. I hate being fragile, feeling weak makes me angry sometimes. There was a point in my life, a long time ago, where I allowed myself to become cold and removed from life.. I was so angry about things that happened to me, I didn't know how else to act. I felt that yesterday. I was so mad at myself for allowing those feelings to creep up inside of me again. Today I am so much better. I allowed your words and others to fill my heart with warmth. Sometimes I think to myself.. "I don't need anyone" and then it hits me like a ton of bricks..I DO!!! I just need little reminders every now and again, that I can do and get through anything life throws my way. Thank you for my reminders. You are a beautiful angel, Thomas. Thank you for looking out for me!!
LOVE -HUGS & KISSES!!! Oh, by the way.. I LOVE butterflies!! One time I went to a botanical garden and one landed right in my hair! lol It looked like a huge hair clip. :)
~Lisa
P.s. You haven't mentioned how you are doing? Please let me know how you have been. I worry about you also, Thomas. I pray for you everyday!! I need you to take care of yourself, you mean a great deal to me! :)
Hi Thomas E I have been having excrutiating headaches non-stop. Also, I have been very depressed ( possibly from the headaches and also because it is around the time of my son's death which is always bad for me around this time for a couple of months). That is why my doctors said to stayoff of the computer for awhile. I am sorry if I stopped writing to you abruptly. It had nothing to do with you as I hope you can now understand.
I hope you are doing better and I am glad to see that you have stayed on the Doctor's site and are keeping in touch with our friends. Please tell them that I said hello. I will not be writing again, but I did want you to understand all of this.
I thought that we could be of some help to each other, but as you can see it is not possible at this time. I am glad that you are keeping in touch with Pinkers. She is a wonderful person and perhaps she is the one that can do what I can't.
God Bless you and take care. Susanne
Hello Thomas. I'm doing good. It's cold here today. Don't think I'll be going outside. It's suppose to warm up the first of next week. Then I will be getting out for a walk. Thanks for the nice words. Glad to hear you're doing better. Faith
Hello Sir Knight Thomas. I can't even express to you the feelings your notes have given me! I am sitting here crying tears over the wonderful things you have said to me. I can honestly tell you I've never felt like much of a Princess, but your words certainly made me feel that way today! For that, you are a Prince. I've never read kinder words from a man. You should write poetry, because that's what your notes felt like to me. It's not often you find in this life a person so lovely and warm. God bless you, Thomas. I was so sad to hear you had been in the hospital. You have been in my prayers and my heart. I have been so busy in my own little world. So many worries in my life.. I just find things to keep me busy so I don't worry myself sick. My Father finally let me in on bad news regarding his health and I just have been trying to figure out what to do. My heart breaks for him and my Mother... for me he's always been Iron man, the indestructible Father. I try to find peace and it's so hard. You have no idea what your words have meant to me today. I can't thank you enough for the kind words. I am wishing you the best and praying to God that you will get better. Bless you!
I will try to write to you again soon. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
When things get the worse, turn eyes and arms to the sky above and open up your heart and let all of your freinds prays touch you to give you the strenght to carry on. For the lord will not put more than we can handle, I bleieve this whole heartedly. The warmth that you feel is all the hugs that are being sent to you for that brief moment allow the comfort to lift your spirits. give the little one extra hugs from me if your ok with that.I have 4 children and 2 step and 11 grandchildren so giving comfort to the small souls is hard. You have all my sympathy, both of you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs and prays THomas E
Those 3 meds you are on for sleep you may not need so much once you get going on BiPAP, also your sugar levels and blood pressure may stabalize and will need to be monitored as you may not need as much medication once you are on your BiPAP. I am soooo glad you are ok. Keep me posted, I havn't been around much, I'm working really hard right now and have some issues with my youngst daughter too, looks like she has sleep issues again, since she's 8 I don't know if we are looking at surgery again, we'll see. She is having problems in school so I'm pretty wiped out right now. Hopefully I can get on here again soon. :0)
So, it was an infection that had you so sick? Good to know they found the problem. Hope you will be sticking around for awhile longer. I want to go walk today but have no one to go with me. It rained all day yesterday and it's going to rain tomorrow. Makes for alot of pain for me. My son just called. He had some abnormal heart rthyems. I spelled that wrong. He's coming over to talk to me. He needs to be checked for autoimmune dis too. I will get back with you. So glad you're getting some-what better. Faith
So glad to hear from you Thomas. I was going to log on here today to see what happened to you. I was a little scared. Funny you should mention butterflies. My brother from FL was up for a week and he and I went for a few walks and saw all kinds of monarchs. It was great. Saw some young wild turkey too. Hope you're feeling good.
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Thomas, you are such a kind hearted man! You light my heart with your warm words. I am so glad God brought you to this site. He knew we needed you. God is so wonderful! YOU are so wonderful! I have been feeling cold (not from the weather, but from an emotional point) and I just didn't have enough in me to write yesterday when I logged on. I read the comments on my profile and it made me want to give you and the others hugs and kisses, but I just didn't have the strength to write. I hope you understand. I am going through weird changes and moods. One minute I am strong and the next minute too fragile to move. I hate being fragile, feeling weak makes me angry sometimes. There was a point in my life, a long time ago, where I allowed myself to become cold and removed from life.. I was so angry about things that happened to me, I didn't know how else to act. I felt that yesterday. I was so mad at myself for allowing those feelings to creep up inside of me again. Today I am so much better. I allowed your words and others to fill my heart with warmth. Sometimes I think to myself.. "I don't need anyone" and then it hits me like a ton of bricks..I DO!!! I just need little reminders every now and again, that I can do and get through anything life throws my way. Thank you for my reminders. You are a beautiful angel, Thomas. Thank you for looking out for me!!
LOVE -HUGS & KISSES!!! Oh, by the way.. I LOVE butterflies!! One time I went to a botanical garden and one landed right in my hair! lol It looked like a huge hair clip. :)
~Lisa
P.s. You haven't mentioned how you are doing? Please let me know how you have been. I worry about you also, Thomas. I pray for you everyday!! I need you to take care of yourself, you mean a great deal to me! :)
Hi,
I've read your comments on both Pinks and Lisa's profiles...... you are amazing! God Bless.
xoox
Sinikka
Hello Thomas. I'm doing good. It's cold here today. Don't think I'll be going outside. It's suppose to warm up the first of next week. Then I will be getting out for a walk. Thanks for the nice words. Glad to hear you're doing better. Faith
Hello Sir Knight Thomas. I can't even express to you the feelings your notes have given me! I am sitting here crying tears over the wonderful things you have said to me. I can honestly tell you I've never felt like much of a Princess, but your words certainly made me feel that way today! For that, you are a Prince. I've never read kinder words from a man. You should write poetry, because that's what your notes felt like to me. It's not often you find in this life a person so lovely and warm. God bless you, Thomas. I was so sad to hear you had been in the hospital. You have been in my prayers and my heart. I have been so busy in my own little world. So many worries in my life.. I just find things to keep me busy so I don't worry myself sick. My Father finally let me in on bad news regarding his health and I just have been trying to figure out what to do. My heart breaks for him and my Mother... for me he's always been Iron man, the indestructible Father. I try to find peace and it's so hard. You have no idea what your words have meant to me today. I can't thank you enough for the kind words. I am wishing you the best and praying to God that you will get better. Bless you!
I will try to write to you again soon. You are always in my thoughts and prayers.
XOXOX
~Lisa
Michele,
When things get the worse, turn eyes and arms to the sky above and open up your heart and let all of your freinds prays touch you to give you the strenght to carry on. For the lord will not put more than we can handle, I bleieve this whole heartedly. The warmth that you feel is all the hugs that are being sent to you for that brief moment allow the comfort to lift your spirits. give the little one extra hugs from me if your ok with that.I have 4 children and 2 step and 11 grandchildren so giving comfort to the small souls is hard. You have all my sympathy, both of you will be in my thoughts and prayers. Hugs and prays THomas E
Thomas,
Those 3 meds you are on for sleep you may not need so much once you get going on BiPAP, also your sugar levels and blood pressure may stabalize and will need to be monitored as you may not need as much medication once you are on your BiPAP. I am soooo glad you are ok. Keep me posted, I havn't been around much, I'm working really hard right now and have some issues with my youngst daughter too, looks like she has sleep issues again, since she's 8 I don't know if we are looking at surgery again, we'll see. She is having problems in school so I'm pretty wiped out right now. Hopefully I can get on here again soon. :0)
Michele
So, it was an infection that had you so sick? Good to know they found the problem. Hope you will be sticking around for awhile longer. I want to go walk today but have no one to go with me. It rained all day yesterday and it's going to rain tomorrow. Makes for alot of pain for me. My son just called. He had some abnormal heart rthyems. I spelled that wrong. He's coming over to talk to me. He needs to be checked for autoimmune dis too. I will get back with you. So glad you're getting some-what better. Faith
So glad to hear from you Thomas. I was going to log on here today to see what happened to you. I was a little scared. Funny you should mention butterflies. My brother from FL was up for a week and he and I went for a few walks and saw all kinds of monarchs. It was great. Saw some young wild turkey too. Hope you're feeling good.
Faith
Thomas!!!!!
I'm sooooooo glad you are ok! We were all pretty worried about you. I'm glad you are home, get settled in and feel better! ((((((HUGS)))))
Michele
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