a dead father can't lie.
WHEN FATHERS DIE DAUGHTERS CRY
OCT 31,2006 MY FATHER DIED.
I NEVER GOT TO SAY GOODBYE
I HAVE NO CLOSE
IT IS SURREAL TO ME,HE IS JUST SOMEPLACE ELSE?
NO I HAVE THE ASHES,HIS MEDAL,A FLAG.
I HAVE NO HOPE FOR LIFE
MY DAD SUFFERED
THE HOSPITAL MADE A BAD MEDICAL ERROR AND
HE BLEED FOR
6 MONTHS AND RECIEVED TRANSFUSUIONS..
ONE DOC SAID" ACUTE LUNG INJURY,
NO ONE DID ANYTHING ABOUT THAT!
THEY NEW IF HE STAYED ALIVE AND ABUSED THE HIPAA
IT WOULD BECOME DISCOUNTED AS SEPSIS..INFECTION OR OTHER MALIDITY OF LONG TERM ON A VENT,NO FOOD,NO MOTION,NO BATH,NO POO CLEANED FROM HIS SCROTUM,HE HAD A BED SORE ON HIS PENIS! THROUGH IT,URIN CAME OUT.
I AM RUIENED HE IS DEAD,THERE IS NO JUSTICE IN THIS WORLD.
GOD
WHAT IS THIS
GOD
WHY DID THIS HAPPEN TO ME FATHER
GOD
HOW CAN I UNDERSTAND
HOW CAN I CLOSE
I CAN I BE HAPPY OR TRUST THESE PEOPLE THAT CALL THEM SELFS PHDS
FEARING MY BODY DETACHNG THROUGHT MY ART..
MUSIC IS A ESCAPE FOR A NIGHT OR A SONG.
BUT MY LIFE IS GONE.
I SIT FOR DAYS AND HOURS...
I FEEL THERE IN NO POWER
THEY ABUSE THEIRS AT RWJ
THEY ALLOWED RISK MANAGEMENT TO KEEP ME FROM MY FATHER
THEY ALLOWED AUNT HELEN TO HAVE HIS HEALTH INFO ANDNOT ME
OR MY SIBBLINGS
HOW CAN THIS HAPPEN.
IT IS SCAREY AND CRIMMINAL.
DOCTOR ANDERSON DID THE SURGERY
HE SAID I SHOULD BE HAPPY HE IS NOT BRAIN DEAD!
AFTER HE WAS UNRESPONSIVE FOR 10 DAYS!
THEY TELL ME THIS?
BLEEDING FOR 6 MONTHS THEN DEATH.
I WAS NEVER TOLD HE DIED,
UNTILL KINDRED CORPORATE OFFICE CALLED ME
3 DAYS AFTER HE DIED.
ASKING WHEN I WILL RETRIVE THE BODY.
YET THE HOSPITAL REFUSED TO ALLOW ME TO SEE HIM!
I HAVE PHOTOS OF HIS WOUNDS.POST MORTEM.
TODAY IS THE LAST DAY TO SERVE THE BEASTS THAT DID THIS ALLOWED IT AND ABUSED POWER AND HID BEHIND THE HIPAA.....
GOD PLEASE GIVE ME PEACE.I AM EMPTY.
ART IS MY ONLY WAY TO EXSPRESS HOW .ESCAPE FROM.AND LOOK AHEAD.
I TRY TO GET MY ART USED SOMEHOW.
I AM MIDLESS AS TO HOW TO DO IT.
AND THE ENERGY IT REQUIRES TO DO.
MY 5 BABIES THAT NEVER CAME HERE WITH ME...
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Linda Chartier's Art
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Dear Sweetheart,
I actually worked at that hospital!
ROBERT WOOD JOHNSON HOSPITAL NEW BRUNSWICK, NJ RIGHT?
You are suffering a great loss and your art is your outlet. Please keep blogging because believe it or not it will help you.
Also if you can go over to www.drphil.com and find the depression board. I am labelfree over there too. Dr Phil and his books saved my life in JUNE 2005. I was in the most darkest deepest spiral down. Black swirls are ugly but I promise sweetheart your life and all of this will make sense one day.
Try calling ST PETERS IN NEW BRUNSWICK just try please if not for yourself for me call and find out if they have a breavement group. There are others who are walking around with the same questions you posted here.
I know there are other hospitals in the area like SOMERSET MEDICAL CENTER IN SOMERVILLE if you have a car that do have these groups. The people may not have the same situation as what happened to your Daddy but they have also experienced a loss.
I am here for you, I will be here for you and I will say extra prayers for you too.
Please know you are special and I will hold you high up in my prayers Angel.
xox
You are a great artist.
do you know Doug Campbel?
Thanks about my art!
He is VP ..he lied about me.
he is the one that could have made it all right WHAT WAS Your position and when did you work there?PLEASE
my neice I painted I FACE PAINT for parties and free for non profit fund raisers
Beautiful art, words, and expression mirroring the depths of your heart. Find your energy in meditative walks and if you can find a way to dance it out--I am both a visual artist and dancer, and find both ways of outlet. I hope you can chanel your feelings that way also.
Sorry for your loss! Your words are beautifully written. Writing helps the heart heal, along with time.
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