I am 53, widowed, had three children, one is deceased thru suicide. The other two are out on their own. I was a barber, a nursing assistant, a secretary, a cab driver, a dispatcher, a bar tender, a wife, mother, grandmother. I suffered PTSD when my son passed away. Took some down time and havent worked as yet. No one should lose a child, even if they are supposed to be grown up. my husband died of a brain anurism at work in 2003, then my son in 2005. Life has not been easy for me. I have anxiety attacks when i get stressed.