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PGAD

Well at least I now know that I am not going crazy!!  Thank you Doctors.

I am not near in the shape that the lady on the show was.  I was raised in a family where sex was an open topic and am well aware of human nature.  So I never felt extremely guilty or dirty for my bad habits but I did feel empathy for my partners.

I recently married the guy that I have been with for ten years, and he can not keep up with my sex drive.  Maybe that is an understatement, he can not even round the edges off!!!    I will and have stayed up all night just to get a little nooky.  Nine times out of ten after he has finished off, I have to finish on my own, unless I fall asleep right away.  Then I wake up a couple hours later and finish it off.  sometimes it gets to the point where I will cause myself to get extremely raw and tender, but do you think that that stops me??  I will switch from intense clitorial to intense vaginal, or vise versa.

He has used statements like, the more I give it to you the more you want it.  He uses it as a weapon against me, similar to what I hear normal women do to their men.  Not fair, and to all you ladies that do this, do not act like a child....  The fact is it is not teaching a lesson, it actually harming their self esteem.  Men may appear to have their emotions more in check then women but it is not true. 

I am going to get myself a doctors appointment and find out if I have this disorder but it totally sounds like me.  All I have to do is see something that reminds me of sex and I am totally excited.  I will get an urge like I need to scratch deep in my genitals and it will literally take me weeks to satisfy it and then a couple days later it is back again.  When I was single, I tended to have three or four guys that I would skip between, I called them my back ups and yes, some days I would visit them all!!

Thankx again doctors for giving me something to look into!!  Not that I totally want to give it up but it would be nice to be able to sit down for an hour or two and not have sex on the brain!