Yes I'm still sitting here waiting on some kind of an answer for treatment. I'm still seeing my nutrionist, therapist & my doc. I was just at my doctor today actually. She of course had to tell me AGAIN what it is I'm doing to my body. Jeez!! give me a break. NOBODY wants this to be gone more than me let me tell ya. I wish it were that simple. This is NOT a...

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I'm still waiting to go somewhere for treatment. I will make one thing perfectly clear I DO  have a nurtionist, a therapist and my regular doctor all working together as a team to try and help me. There doing this as an outpatient. Which I'm not responding to according to them. There is NO treaatment center on this planet that will take my insurance. I've tried, my nurtionist has tried, my doctor has tried and...

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I went to my regular doctor to find out about possible places to go for treatment. Well lets just say I will have better chances at winning the lottery. My question is to the modetators. Do you actually ever read these things? Because theres a be on the show topic about EXACTLY what I'm going through. I put my story in so I'm asking show them this please. I do have my nurtionist, my doc...

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After alot of thought and prayer time, I have finally decided to accept the fact that I have an eating disorder and go into treatment and get the help I need. Even knowing I feel like I'm NEVER going to recover from this. I've started calling around to the places in my area and the surrounding areas, getting as much information as I possibly can. Only to find out that you either have to pay...

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I am still not doing any better. I go see my regular doctor now once a month, my nutrionist once every other week and my therapist once a week. Yet my behaviors seem to be getting worse. I'm under so much stress and pressure which I'm sure is adding to all of this. I'll be honest I'm ttaking ALOT of laxative pills everyday, water pills everyday. I gave into buying over the counter diet pills....

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I did get my blood test results back a while ago. The infection I had along with my kidney problems was because of a kidney infection. Which has been cleared up. I am anemic & malnurished as well. Which apparently is due to this eating disorder. I'm still struggling grasping onto this whole mess. Plus now I'm sick yet again with broncitis. So of course I'm on yet ANOTHER round of antibotics. This has become...

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I had to go see my regular doctor for my monthly check up for this eating disorder.  The nurse weighed me in and then took me back to the room. The doctor came we started talking and now she feels I need in patient treatment. She requested blood work. Which they did. The results came back. Of course there not good. My red blood counts are all low. Which could mean anemia or malnutrion or...

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I'm having such a hard time with this eating issue I have. Yes my doctor has diagnosed me as having bulimia. All I want is for this to just go away. Yet I'm unable to stop at the same time. I now have a team of 4 helping me, instead of 3. Don't get me wrong a part of me wants this and needs this. Another part of me is saying if I do, do...

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I am hoping and praying I have a better year. 2011 was not a good year for me at all. Between  my  3 knee surgeries, my husband knee surgery and my niece passing away back in March and now trying to deal with this food issue I have I'm soooooo ready to move on.. Even knowing I'm honestly not doing well with this food issue thing. Which is what I'm choosing to call it right...

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I've been going to a therapist for approx 3 weeks now. Plus a nutronist & my family doctor. For what seems they ALL think is an eating disorder. The truth is they ALL diagnosed me as having bulimia. The truth is it's been going on for  a LONG time. I'm scared, confused, angry to name a few things. A part of me wants this help but another part of me wants to keep doing what...

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I went to my doctor on Monday. Mainly because I started seeing a dietian about my food intake. My doctor asked me a bunch of questions. I have never kept it a secret that I was living on 900 calories per day or less now for almost 2 years now.I've been going to a weight lose doctor for almost just as long. But now I am terrifed to stop taking the pills out of fear...

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I've gotten so busy lately, that I forgot to go to my weigh in. My husband had to have (out of all things) a total knee replacement on halloween day. Which was interesting let me tell ya. Spending the day at the hospital, plus still trying to get home in time to take the kids trick or treating. I ended up having to call a few of my friends and asking them if they would...

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I did go to my weigh in on thursday. I lost 2 lbs. So I'm at 184 lbs lost now. I need to continue I am just praying that I'm getting over this plateau. I'm also checking into getting all of this skin removed. It's driving me crazy. I've gone from wearing bigger than a 32/30 pants, to now I'm in a size 16. But I think if I had this skin removed I could...

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I went to my weigh in on thursday and of course I gained 1 lb. This is getting so old it's not even funny. I've tried everything I can think of. So I've I've lost 182 lbs. I'm so frustrated. My doctor did say I have approx 30 to 40 lbs worth of sagging skin that I could get rid of. Which would bring me almost to my goal weight. Maybe it's just time to...

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I went to my weigh in today. I've been dreading going because of this plateau I've seen to hit. But I did lose 3 lbs. So I'm now at 183 lbs lost. I've been going crazy trying to get this weight off. I'm still taking this diet pill through the doc and I've been on it for, well Feb of 2012 will be 2 yrs. I'm terrified to go off of this pill. Fear of...

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I didn't go to my weigh in this week. I have something going on right now and I'm not wanting to do much of anything. I am going to my weigh in next week so I'll check back in then.                                                                         miley

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I had my weigh in done today. I only lost 1/2 of a lb. Seriously? I've never been so frustrated in all my life. I work so hard at losing this weight & in one week thats all I lose. Grrrr....  I'm now up to 2 miles a day walking. Plus i do weight training for my knee. I've restricted my food, I write everything down I eat, I weigh & measure everything. I read...

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Had my weigh in today. This has not been good for me at all. I'm still at 180 lbs lost. Yes thats still alot of weight that i lost, but I have to get this last 30/40 lbs off. This is driving me nuts. I wish people could just understand how close I am to my goal weight. To be so close yet so far away. I count EVERY calorie that goes into my mouth,...

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I went to my weigh in today. Yes it's been 2 weeks. I have no clue what I'm doing wrong. I've stayed exactly the same. I'm still at 180 lbs lost. I'm getting so frustrated. I've hit this darn wall that no matter what I do or don't do I can't seem to get this last 30/40 lbs off. To be honest it's like I'm in panic mode to get the rest of this weight...

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I went to my check up with the surgeion for my knee. I'm finally cleared to drive again. Thank goodness. I hated depending on other people to drive me everywhere. However I was gratefull. I have 4 more physical therapy appointments and then I'm done with that. As long as they don't add anymore on. Which they better not. I went back to my weight lose doc today. I was going to do it last...

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