I haven't been on here in a while. I've decided to just keep to myself. I still can't find inpatient treatment. My team has done everything in there power to get me in somewhere with no luck. So all of this rejection has triggered me pretty bad. I'm not in a good place. I have pretty much have excepted the fact that I'm never going to get the help I so desperatly need and that I'm probably going to die from this stupid eating disorder. Which I'm now ok with.I thought coming on here to vent was helping me. It was to some extent, but I still feel like no one cares anyway. I'm to old for some treatment places, or some treatment places want a commitment of at least six moths or longer, which I'm married w/ 2 young kids. Thats just not even possible or my insurnace will not cover the treatment at all. My team has checked everywhere. So when people say theres always hope for recovery, thats a big fat lie!! It's possible for people w/ money. Yes I'm venting.. This is out of my control and it sucks...
miley
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Miley...even tho our medical issues are very different, I can ABSOLUTLEY relate to being married w/ kids & the 'internal voice' that tells you that you can't leave to get well because the family 'needs you'& that's your job, taking care of them. But the reality is you MUST take care of yourself 1st, in order to be the best mother/wife you can be. Have you gone to your local 'health dept' to see what options they can give you? I know what it's like to feel like your hitting a concrete wall when all you want is to find the right help. As a mother, even tho I know I'm dying, I refuse to give up in trying to find some sort of meds that will help fight my cancer. I even tried getting into 1 of the "Cancer Treatment Centers of America" (Tulsa) I was asked what kind of insurance I have, once i told them, they said even tho it's great insurance I would still need to have a min. of $50,000 in order for them to see me. I cried for the next week straight...after that pity party I decided I won't allow them to have the final say...so I continue to look! You owe it to you & your family to do the same. I hope i have been of some help, @ least I'm gonna listen.
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