I had  my weigh in today. Which I'll get to. But first I have to say I've hit a MAJOR road block with my knees. The surgeion I'm seeing will not do surgery on my knee because of what he says is my age, weight & risk of infection. I've had 2 different kinds of injections which DON'T work. I'm on a pain med which also DOES NOT work. So I called my regular doctor to give me a referal for a different surgerion. Which this surgeion said he won't see me either. I'm completely bone on bone right now. Even this surgeion admits it's bad. But yet no one will help me to releive this pain. I swear I want to just cut off my leg because that would feel better than this. I had to call my doc back again. The nurse said she will talk to the doctor on friday to see what she can do. I can't beleive a doctor would leave someone in this much pain. All doctors have to take an oath when they go into pratice. There breaking that with me. Plus it's funny how EVERY TIME I see this surgerion he is pushing me to have the gastric bypass done. So basicly he is full of you know what. Because some of my friends are in the same postion as me & had the surgery done & there fine. There knees I mean. Something is not right here. This is either about my weight or my insurance. My guess would be my weight. But now this week I lost 4 1/2 more pds. Which brings my total in 13 weeks to 57 lbs lost. So NO ONE can sit here & tell me I'm not serious about my weight lose. GIVE ME A BREAK!!!!!! I need something done with my knee yet no one will help me. Whats going on?  Am I missing something here?

                                         miley- aka(aces40-Twitter)