I am trying to change the law of Rape to Manslaughter but I need a form for the law makers to understand what happens to a person once this happens to people.
For me it changed me completely it went on with me for nine (9) years from the age of twelve (12) through the age of twenty-one...
I am trying to change the law of Rape to Manslaughter but I need a form for the law makers to understand what happens to a person once this happens to people.
For me it changed me completely it went on with me for nine (9) years from the age of twelve (12) through the age of twenty-one (21) and only stopped when I got married the first time.
I went from a loving child to a person that nobody knew in fact the family would often wonder aloud what happened to that loving child.
I would refuse any effection from any part of family always afraid I would talk about what he was doing to me because he told me over and over again that if I did he would kill my family starting with my mother and let me watch so I never ever spoke.
I lost many many hours of sleep when I would sleep I would dream he was around ending screaming seven (7) to ten (10) times a night. I would curl up in my bed or would walk through my house screaming. I lost many many good jobs with this horrible temper never wanting anyone to get close to me because I was always afraid of talking all this time I never realized what he did to me kept with me no matter what I was doing. I lost so many parts of my family because I wouldn't allow any of them close to me because I wa protecting them from harm.
I finally got the help I needed many many years later because my second husband just couldn't take anymore because I was a very mean person to him and always angry. I wouldn't allow him to look at me to long because I didn't like it and when it came to touching I only allowed it when I wanted it no sooner or later.
When the person told me where all of this was coming and mind you I had no idea because as he said the rape was me and I was the rape and until it got separated and I understood what he did to me this would continue.
I still have problems today at the age of sixty-three (63) but I know how to handle it but when I am extremely tired that horrible personality comes out and I can't stop it so my darling husband knows to stay away but I don't appreciate the fact what he did to me.
Please help all the rape victims and now survivors and discuss openly about what happens to the survivors of Rape because you never hear their side of the aftermath of Rape.
The law has to change from Rape to Manslaughter to have stiffer sentences and that is a fact.