So with last week being the most downer week I think Ive ever had I have come out of it realizing I am a strong person to say the least.

With the brunt of it loosing my best friend. After a week of crying and greiving I miss her so much. There are no words to discrib how I feel without her. But Ive come to accpt it and heal from it slowly. I had a candlelight vigil for her and said goodbye to her. I think Im able to move on now and remember her in the way I loved her most.

Second being my Apt flooding. That got fixed all last week. Talk about irritating. But again something I couldnt control. It was a "my bad" on the Apt size as it should have been fixed a long time ago.

Third being my car. Jesus, this car never lets up. There is always something wrong with it and its only 6yrs old. I dont get it! I need it but its just kicking my butt with all its issues! Hopefully my best friends husband can fix them all, or so he says.

Finally me being sick. I escaped all year not getting sick and last week I was on my death bed. My god it came on so fast I didnt have time to prepare. Now I think I was right, it is broncitis as I have all the symtoms. Im going to the Dr next week hopefully.
But until I can breathe again I cant work out. Its to laboring and I just cough endlessly. It sucks. After Ima have to start at square one again!

Ok have a good day all.